You ever just look at something so insignificant? Millions of people including you see the same thing a millions time before. But for some odd reason it draws you in. You ever stop and look at a stoplight? Watch it change from red to green to yellow back to red. You stare for hours and hours. Thinking people stop and look at this for five seconds then move on. But for you can’t look away. It’s like dancing of lights in the night sky more beautiful then the northern lights, Yet so simple a two year old could color something more elaborate. But it’s so dazzling and complex in a confusing way. It never changes it repeats its patterns and old habits. The light will always be red, green, yellow, red, and over again it will never change.  That’s why people lose interest in it, it’s so small and insignificant it never changes.  Yet some people stick with the old so they never have to experience new. Pain you’ve felt before never changes, hurts just the same, you never know what new pain lies ahead so why risk it? Stay in your safe zone or whatever you have close to comfort.  Keep things close but keep people out. People bring news and hurt, things never change keep them close they never hurt you.

______My Jealous Heart____